Is it normal to feel powerful when i'm angry?
Every time I get angry, I have strong urges to hurt other people in various but disturbing ways. When I visualize myself chopping up the limbs of a person, my heart starts beating really fast because of the adrenaline rushing throughout my entire body. It makes me feel so powerful, it's like I can take over the world and beat everyone's ass.
I enjoy having "angry" competitions as well. For instance, if I see someone who's loud and aggressive, I'll try to be even MORE loud and aggressive than them, to show my alpha-ness.
IIN?