Is it normal to feel like you're uglier than someone who's more unattractive

I don't go around calling people ugly. I believe beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And I see beauty in alot of people, mainly through personality. But at the same time I know who most people will find mutually find attractive. Many people have called me handsome while others make me feel ugly. I'm not easily bothered by others opinions unless I know it has potential to be true. Some days I feel so low that I just literally think everyone looks better than I do, even people that I know are unattractive to many. I have lots of personality too but I still feel that theres something unattractive about me, even when I wouldn't change what I look like to be someone better looking. I draw attention to myself, Idk if its good or bad but ppl always notice me. Even if I'm next to an elephant, metaphorically speaking.