Is it normal to feel like i got no control over my actions?
So I've had the feeling of not being in reality over a year now, and I started getting used to it. My Therapist hasn't helped me and all he asked was "could you live on if it didn't go away". After a couple months it seems like it has gotten worse.
Sometimes I feel like I don't have any control of what I do or say or even think. I have grown a beard over the last month without wanting it, for some reason I don't want to shave it either. I look like a homeless man now.
I rarely do stuff I enjoy doing and just do random stuff through out the day and regret not doing the stuff I enjoy, and it continues the next day.
I'm not sure if I actually got problems or if this is all just something I've made up in my head, but as of now my Therapist is no help to me, and I might seek help elsewhere.