Is it normal to feel incompetent to live in this world

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I've no job, talentless, suck at sports, socially retard, annoying, autistic, inferior compared to my big brother in term of intelligence and appearance, suck at making friends, naive, easily manipulated, people pleaser, have anxiety, always fucked up and embarrassed myself and more if I forgot. Trying to change for countless times already and I still failed and ended up still being a loser more than a speck of dust. Almost every day, suicidal thoughts occasionally haunt me.

At this rate, I wouldn't mind being a random pebble on the road where people keep stepping on me. Sometimes I cried myself to sleep realizing myself being such a human waste no matter how much I tried. World is not cruel. It's just me being incompetent to survive in it.

Tl/dr: I am overall worthless as a human being and isn't competent at all to live in this society and world.

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  • ellnell
    4 years ago

    Just sounds like insecurity. I have aspergers and social anxiety myself, things may be more difficult sometimes for me than others but i've never let it stop me. Got my dream eduaction, sought therapy for my anxiety, push my boundries by at least making contacts online and then going to meet them in person. As for talents everybody has talent, and if you don't naturally have something pretty much anyone can learn how to draw or play a certain instrument as these things only take patience and lots of practice. Boom you have a talent.
    It all starts with your mindset and being so negative about yourself will only continue to bring in more reasons for you to be negative, that's how it works. Look up the Law of Attraction. They even teach this in therapy, it's like the first thing they tell you.
    And you don't sound stupid, stupid people are the happiest because they are naive. You're just insecure and need to work on that.
    And stop comparing yourself to people like your brother, no one is exactly the same as another person and just because you aren't as this or that as someone else doesn't mean you're a failure.
    Stop with the victim mentality and take control of your own life.

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