Is it normal to feel excitement caused by embarrassment when nude in public
Tho very infrequent, there are times where I like to be nude in public license, when appropriate (no kids around)...and I'm overwhelming compelled to do it, almost like it's in voulentarily, however I love the thrill and feeling of the associated embarrassment and humility, I find it a thrilling and humbling experiance and helps me feel bad and good about myself all at once, good Cuz I'm brave or daring enougj to do it, bad Cuz my manliness is , well, I personally think less than part although I've nothing to compare to, the reactions I get are all good tho, and everyone tends to stare in awe, and the persons who have talked to me while nude have complimented me by saying , "you should be proud of that"..and things to the like, yet I'm overwhelmed with an addicting feeling of embarrassment, normal?