Is it normal to fear i will never have another crush?

Hi,

I just started my 2nd year of college. Last year I would see my crush around campus 2-3 times per day, while walking to different classes. I left my college town for the summer and haven't seen him since I've been back at school for 2 weeks.

Last year, whenever I saw my crush, I was very scared. However, it also made me feel good to see him. It sounds cheesy, but this attraction evoked wonderful feelings inside me.

My university has tens of 1000's of people. So theoretically, out of that many people, I should be able to find someone I like. But I walk around all day and I haven't seen ANYONE who visually appeals to me anywhere near the level that my crush did. I'm not trying to sound conceited, demanding a perfect-looking guy. In fact, my crush was NOT stereotypically good looking at all. Most girls would likely say he's ugly. But...he looked good to me.

Now I'm afraid that I won't ever get that attraction feeling again. I worry that I won't ever find another guy who appeals to me that much.

IIN?

Thanks for reading.