Is it normal to enjoy birthday spankings
I am a 16 year old boy who always had really nice bday parties, my family comes over and after I blow out my candles my dad says "time for the birthday spankings!" every year I got one extra spanking and when it was over I felt a small connection with my dad, I turned and looked at him and my heart would skip a beat in a love type way. I never really payed attention to it until this year my sweet 16, after the candle blowing my dad didn't spank me, I asked him and he said "Ah! you're too old for that now son!" and my heart sank. I didn't open my presents but told everyone I didn't feel well and went to my room. I love my daddy but I'm afraid to ask him about this. Our fishing trips and time together might never be the same, What should I do?