Is it normal to end the relationship b/c i feel he deserve something better?
I love my boyfriend with all my soul. We have been together for 2 years and we see each other on weekends. I have 3 teens 18, 16 and 15 (all boys). I raised my children on my own. My boyfriend is 50 and I am 38. My oldest son has Asperger and Poland Syndrome. I love all my children but I have to admit it’s difficult to deal with the one with Asperger and that causes me depression, anger and most of the time I am depress. I have been thinking in ending my relationship b/c I think my boyfriend deserves something better. He deserves someone like him with healthy children or in a financial level like his. I work hard but I live check by check, I can’t save $ and only get pay twice a month, one check for rent the other for bills. One check goes all in my rent payment, so I am almost always broke without money. My boyfriend does help me, but I hate depending on him since he doesn’t even live here and it’s not his responsibility. That adds to my depression. My life has been and will always be a struggle, and I don’t want my boyfriend having to deal with my problems anymore. Am I right in ending the relationship? I feel bad for him b/c he is very good to me, but I am depress woman and I don’t see my situation changing in the near future. He has been very patient dealing with my crankiness but I think is enough. I don’t want to be selfish.