Is it normal to cry and let your emotions out all at once... like this?
Sometimes I just don’t know what to do with myself. I could be sad, lonely, angry, whatever, so I burst into my room and fling myself onto my bed, pulling the covers over my head, they block out the light and plunge me into pitch black. Somehow the darkness is comforting, like I’m safe here and nothing can hurt me. I start shivering and shaking uncontrollably, maybe with anger or fear, I’m not even sure myself, tears dwell up in my eyes and all my emotions come flooding out in those few moments. I curl myself up into a tight ball, hugging my knees, crying my eyes out, wondering what the heck is wrong with me.
What's going on? Why is this happening to me!?