Is it normal to be violent

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When I was younger I used to get into a lot of fights, the kids at school would beat me up and make fun of me. Eventually I got into the "wrong crowd" where they taught me to fight back, they would protect me as long as I did whatever they wanted and they would often make me hurt other people. (One time they made me beat my friend up)

I've been out of school for a few months now and even though I haven't gotten into a physical fight for years I have incredibly violent thoughts and urges, and I feel like killing people or hurting others badly.

I'm afraid I'll snap and lash out at someone, my anger issues are getting worse and my mind is fucking up. I'm thinking about leaving society to go live in some backwards island where I can do whatever I want and not get arrested. I don't think I can function in a normal society.

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  • ZoeyHarleySattler
    8 years ago

    Just beat the fuck outta whoever you want, you know you want to and you can't deny that you love it

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  • MissKira
    8 years ago

    I have some of the same struggles. Do you like to hurt animals too or just people?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      Just people, I could never harm an animal on purpose. Growing up without much human interaction I sought out affection from my pets instead, (mainly birds, dad doesn't like dogs/cats.)

      Honestly though I'd much rather hang out with my birds than a stranger, and I consider my birds my children.

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      • MissKira
        8 years ago

        yeah, I am a mom but I like my dogs more then my kids >.<

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  • RoseIsabella
    8 years ago

    The problem is that when you were singled out and bullied as a child you later became a bully instead of standing up to the bullies from the get go.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      I actually did often stand up to my bullies and defend myself, however the primary school I was going to was corrupt and the teachers would often punish me for fighting back and forced me to apologize to my abusers.

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      • RoseIsabella
        8 years ago

        That sucks, I'm sorry that happened to you!

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    I've spent a great deal of time on various islands and I can't think of one where "I can do whatever I want and not get arrested". As a matter of fact, island communities are very small, like a small town, and it's unlikely you'd get away with anything there.
    You'd be much better off living in a huge city hiding and hurting among the crowds.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      I'm referring to the more off limit islands where pirates and drug lords are common.

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      • thegypsysailor
        8 years ago

        You would not survive five seconds in one of those communities. You have absolutely nothing they want and they wouldn't hesitate to exterminate you on the spot.

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          8 years ago

          How do you know I have nothing to offer? For all you could know I could be a flying giraffe.

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          • thegypsysailor
            8 years ago

            Especially if you were a flying giraffe, they would slaughter you in an instant, and get your carcass on the grill! Grilled giraffe, yum, yum.

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