Is it normal to be upset right now?
I don't want to go too into it, but my boyfriend made a secret reddit account for looking at people's nudes and stuff and hid it from me for a year 😎
I still blame myself because I feel like I'm not good enough. My self esteem is pretty much crushed right now because he never asks to see me or initiate intimacy, but he can ask some porn account for their personal lingerie album easy.
Edit: I'd prefer advice that does not involve a breakup.