Is it normal to be stuck? (advice needed desperately)
I feel horrible.
I had lied to my boyfriend for months about having people in the past. I told him I was sexually active, that I had done everything he had done, ect. I felt extremely pressured by him, since he had previously done all these things. He used to be a player and had all the girls he wanted. I had told him the truth, and it's been downhill from there. He told me to get all the thoughts out of his head and prove to him I loved him and I wasn't a hoe. He mentioned if I really loved him I would know what to do, but i dont. I know I love him, and I really want to help him. I made a huge mistake by lying to him in the first place.
During our relationship, he also broke up with me. During this break period, I surrounded myself with friends (a lot of them being coincidentally male) I was not aware but apparently, one of them had called me "his hoe". This was not the case, as I did not engage in any activity with ANY of the male friends I had during that time. When we got back together, my boyfriend has been thinking I slept with a bunch of men during our break and has that image in his head. He told me its up to me to get it out. PLEASE HELP