Is it normal to be so twitchy?
I just got out of a really bad abusive relationship that I spent the last year trying to save. It was such a nightmarish ordeal and I was so messed up by it I only just recently realized that I was being totally abused. She'd set my things on fire. Break my cell phones. Throw food in my face is just made her. Constantly degrading me and trying to make me change. And somehow convincing me its all my fault. And now, I'm almost afraid of women. I've always kind of taken offense to people that say 'that woman makes men turn gay' but now I kind of have an idea of what they mean. I recoil when someone tries to touch me and I shy away when I see someone eying me. Can someone tell me when this is supposed to end? Because I want to move on and purge this siren from my mind and body, but i can't because she freakin wrecked me so thoroughly. Maybe time is what I need...