Is it normal to be so neutral
There are very few subjects that bothers me. I can discuss anything with an open mind to both sides, I often tend to empathise most with the less popular side just to keep it even. I have not much interest in romance but I can love someone regardless of their sex. I don't really feel like either gender, sometimes I'm one sometimes I'm the other, I would prefer neither. Im extremely vengeful and always have to get even. I am also agnostic. There are very few things I can side with, I either pick both or neither. I have no real hobbies, achievements, goals, or friends, because obviously my disposition can gets very boring. Everything I do in life is just to please someone else, most notably my parents. I made them chose my career path, because I had no ideas for myself. They let me pick my college classes once but I just took whatever was open. I get good grades because Im can easily memorize things. The only thing Im good at is drawing but I don't like to do that much anymore. I dont feel all that connect to real life. I often get obsessed with odd things that are fictional or from the past, and become so absorbed in it that I can barely function normally. other than that I am not really sure where is the fun in life...