Is it normal to be so angry?
Firstly, please don't judge me for any of this, I just want to be helped ;A;
I'm angry a lot of the time, but sometimes I'm not. Mostly over tiny reasons. For example, if someone jokes about my hair style, it could tick me off or I could just laugh about it and not feel angry. It's extremely unpredictable. I've noticed that it's gotten worse because I can't control my anger now; I threw a chair at someone because they were being nasty to me. At the time, everything just blurred and I saw the chair so I picked it up with one hand and just threw it, like some sort of muscle woman!!! I've never done that before, and I felt bad when I had calmed down. I did apologize afterwards.
I used to bottle my feelings up and not really express how I was feeling, like if I was angry, I used to be able to sit there and control it, but now I can't. Sometimes I just get these bursts of anger or sometimes I'll just cry for no reason, or suddenly I'll be happy, but then someone will say or do something and I just lose my mind and get so angry.
Is this normal?? Is there any way anyone can advise me on what to do?