Is it normal to be sexually attracted to the thought of rape?
I know rape is bad and it is horrible when a woman has to go through with it. But for some inexplicable reason, it turns me on. I’ve watched countless staged rape porn videos, and it’s become such a problem that it’s the only kind of porn that I watch. Any other kind of porn doesn’t seem to turn me on the way that it used to, atleast it doesn’t turn me on as much as forced porn.
I do not want to be a rapist and I don’t want to rape someone, but sometimes I legitimately feel that if I was in a situation where I knew beyond a reasonable doubt that I would not get punished for raping someone, I just wouldn’t be able to stop myself. After every climax while watching forced porn I hate myself and the fact that I’m into this. IIN?