Is it normal to be obsessing over pegging?
I recently got back together with my ex. We had/have been together for 6 years. Prior to our break-up our sex life was totally vanilla. Now I think I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that I'm a nasty pervert. Since we've gotten back together it's gotten a bit more adventurous but it is mostly me that is asking for it to be more exciting. For example he slaps my butt now & then or sticks a finger in it. However, lately I've been fantasizing about role play, pegging, bdsm & I really just want to be dominant. When I approach him about the role plays he's like sure but it never happens. And ever since we've been together he wont let me touch his butt. In our real life he is sort of the controlling one, although I think he's attempting to be better about it. But recently I think he hid my vibrator. Anyways I am like almost obsessed with the idea of pegging a guy & I've even been looking online for guys that want to be pegged but I haven't done anything about it yet. Am I wrong to want to try out this fantasy with another man if my boyfriend continues to deny this urge?