Is it normal to be mildly lesbian because all the guys i've met are immature?
OK, so I've liked guys my whole life. Until I realized: I've never met a guy who could EVER understand me, or even come close to sort of, kind of, almost seeing what universe I come from! It seems that women are like 1,000,000,000 dimensional, and guys are 1 dimensional, and that one dimension? SEX! I have met *a few* guys that could potentially come close, but they're all too old! LIke...sick-and-wrong-for-me-to-even-think-about too old! Anyway. I have much more interest in/fascination with women because it is easier for me to connect with them and the connection goes so much deeper. I don't think about women sexually, but I've also "lost" my sexual interest in men because I see how obtuse and one dimensional... if that makes any sense! I'm kind of in no man's land, leaning slightly towards women because they're so much more nuanced, interesting, introspective, intuitive, timeless, beautiful, empathetic, psychic, intelligent, graceful, lovely...
Sorry to ramble, and I don't mean to bash all you guys. I'd like to think you good guys(that are closer to my age!) exist, I just haven't found you yet....