Is it normal to be in love with a 10 year old girl?

I'm 27 and my parents recently persuaded me to attend a Bible study group at someone's house. There were a couple of families there, but most of the people there were older adults. There was one family there with their two daughters. At first I thought the older daughter was cute, she was 13 and wore glasses, but she was very shy. After the study was over, the older adults stayed downstairs to keep talking while the kids went upstairs. I didn't feel comfortable with the rest of the adults so I followed the kids.

I immediately felt this magical attraction and connection to that family's younger daughter. She was 10 and cute, bubbly, and energetic as a button. She was wearing a sweet black top and black leggings. She was really smart and had a very fun personality. She played Twinkle Twinkle Little Star on the piano and told me it was the only song she knew how to play on the piano. We played "monkey in the middle" with a ball and another kid, and me and the girl took turns being the monkey. There was a secret old chest in a closet and she wanted to open it but couldn't reach so I helped her bring it down. There were a lot of old letters inside so I told her we should probably put it back.

I could see how over the course of the night she became more and more comfortable around me and started telling me stories of her friends and family and school and every joke I was saying was making her laugh so hard. She was also making me smile so much, everything she did was so cute and lovable. She was in 5th grade and she told me she was scared about middle school, I told her there was nothing to worry about. She sat down next to me on a couch in the upstairs master bedroom and I almost felt the urge to put my arm around her. Of course we pretended to fight over who got the big pillow, I could tell she wanted it but I just teased her and kept it to myself, but she knew I was just kidding and I gave it to her the second she looked at me with puppy dog eyes and a sweet little pout of her lips. I also asked her if this was the best Thanksgiving ever and she threw her arms in the air and gave me a look of shock and yelled "no, there's no turkey!!" ..that seriously made me laugh so hard. She was so nice and friendly and made me feel so good about myself.

She had this genuine smile that came from the heart and I just fell in love with her. She was so true to herself and comfortable in her own skin. There was no awkwardness about her. It just hurt me that I was 17 years older than her and could never realistically date her, at least not until she was much older and then I'd be in my 40s. I had my eyes on her the whole time, she was the most beautiful thing I ever saw in my life.

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Comments ( 23 )
  • nematoadblue24

    That's the sweetest thing I've ever heard of.

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  • PeoplePerson

    Dude. What the fuck.

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  • RamennoodleMaster

    Mr Horton is that you? lol Jk. i am a little shocked that u turn such a innocent friendship into something that is totally out of line for someone that young. Your relationship with her must stay platonic at least until she hits 16 (depends on state). Don't do something you regret and keep thoughts of love out of the spectrum as she sees you more as a older brother or uncle rather than boyfriend. If you can't do this u must stay away or u will ruin your relationship with this family and go to prison.

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  • gloryholeflasher

    If your affection toward her is strictly as a protective older brother then it's OK!

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  • bucho's_butt

    Where were the parents when all this was going on? They didn't think it a little strange that you were alone with these children?

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    • there were a couple other kids there with us but I felt most attached to this girl...anyway we weren't alone so the adults trusted us I guess...

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      • bucho's_butt

        It's just that you don't sound appropriately guilty about it. The way you tell the story is like this is just the most natural thing in the world..to be attracted to a ten year old.

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        • Couman

          Maybe it is. It's not like he said he wanted to fuck her.

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          • RoseIsabella

            ...yet.

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            • KingTermite

              We don't know where this happened. In some area of the world this would already be legally okay, but even in the more civilized parts of the world there are places where it would only be a few years, and even less if he were under the age of majority. So... unless something actually illegal happens, it doesn't seem like anything wrong has taken place and there doesn't seem to be any reason to think that might change.

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    • They were downstairs talking, they categorized me together with the "kids" and didn't care.

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    • PeoplePerson

      He mustn't have been wearing his gold aviators and argyle sweater.

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  • Ellenna

    Amazing what goes on in these christian bible study groups, isn't it? As much magnets for weirdos as is the catholic church I reckon

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  • Moi-Moi

    These are the words that set off bells, "She was wearing a sweet black top and black leggings" and "[she] made me feel so good about myself".
    Stay away from her and all little girls.
    If you feel these urges, masturbate.
    Any other course will surely land you in jail and destroy your life and the lives of those who love you.

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  • Fresh

    Thumb me up please.

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  • twocupcakes

    No just no.

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  • tamaz321

    I acully have no clue

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  • NSA_Surveillance

    This is a post of special interest.

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  • icanteven

    i don't think that you actually love her.
    maybe she, in a way, makes you idolize her a bit for the way she acts.

    and no its not exactly normal. its called being a pedophile.
    i think you need to really think about this and realise that maybe you don't actually love her and that you just got confused by the feelings you were having.

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  • LittleGirlDiabolicalySodomized

    I know what you mean. I was doing maintenance at an apartment complex and rolled up in the golf cart one day and this 6 year old girl whos I was acquainted runs towards me jumping up and down with her arms stretched out for a hug. But I didn't want to because it wasn't my kid but then her mother said "No Isabela he doesn't want a hug" but I had to at that point out of guilt and embraced her. There was a release of tension inside from what can best be described as how one would feel after they cried for an hour but within a matter of a few seconds but more release.

    I felt a connection with the child as though she were mine and later on told myself "No more hugs" Later on after that I reflect and realize I'm 30 years old without any kids of my own and she wanted a father figure in her life... But that could never be me because she didn't come out of my cock head.

    So it seems nature has more then one way of saying "take a shit or get off the pot"

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  • thegypsysailor

    Not really a very good troll.

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    • mypenisinyourmouth

      I know, right?! The OP should've at least made himself 42 years older than the little girl

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      • thegypsysailor

        AND called his bath the Caribbean Sea.

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