Is it normal to be extremely obsessive and stalking random guys?
Okay, this is serious.
I truly think I'm becoming an obsessive stalker... gradually but steadily I am, or at least moving towards that spectrum.
Due to me being single all my life, I eventually developed an EXTREME case of thirst/desperation. As a result of this desperation, it caused me to stalk a bunch of cute guys on social media (particularly Facebook) that I know in college. I even check to see where they all work by searching up the locations on Google Maps so that I can find them. I also paid a psychic hundreds of dollars for guidance on HOW to find them + WHERE to find them, and how many of them are my "potential" mates.
This is crazy. Just crazy. I don't know what the F is wrong with me, but I'm really becoming a psycho. In fact, I'm probably by far the craziest gay guy in the world. And I'm sorry if it's making other gay guys look bad. I just so happen to be one of the craziest ones.
Should I get counseling help? I don't think this obsessive personality of mine is healthy at all. Ugh, I feel like a complete psycho... but I can't help it, I NEED a boyfriend! You guys don't understand how much "desperation" can cause one to act irrationally.