Is it normal to be dissatisfied with humans and reality?
I love poetry, science, philosophy (occasionally) and literature.
A main concept in conversations regarding these, is life. I enjoy looking through the perceptive of someone else. To hear them talking about their cognizance, even if it is not synonymous to mine. It broadens my outlook.
The thing is, these take place online, in books, or documentaries.
To see waking life in a perspective so beautiful, is beginning to baffle me.
Everyone around me has nothing interesting to talk about. No passions, no outlook, they don't live. I've tried to have intellectual conversations with the people who live near me, but the most I get is a "You're weird" or a nod.
I am bored with the life around me. I retreat into my house and continue to fantasize. I am leaving for college soon, I am hoping that I'll meet someone interesting there. I want to live.
Is it normal?