Is it normal to be confused twice?
Okay this is a question im asking.
I know asking that question I'll get people telling me its okay to be gay or straight, me do me. Ik, but I've been thinking a lot and more seriously of what I am, or who I am its going down to personality wise.
I know I have people who will support me and others who will burn their bridges with me, but yeah.
I been having dreams of both sexes doing things I will not say cuz of the rules and such, but you got my point. They are starting to bleed into my life in general.
With reoccuring dreams of what me and my cousin's friend did when we both were young, (It wasn't much there wasn't time, but I would've been willing to try to be sure if I would or not like it, but back then I cared what people think.)
My first coming out story happened with a good friend of mine who happened to be gay. I was talking to him and told him about the rumors that were going around.
He told me I should tell them the truth like I did back them (Bi-curious ig) and then he finally looked at me with a plan. He just told me to meet him at middle of the lunch room when lunch was going.
After getting my lunch I met him in the middle of the lunchroom. (I heard a few people whisper as i made it through while others were talking about life. Other than that it was a normal lunchroom with the usual noise)
I saw him sitting there with a few friends who were smiling as big as the Mariana's Trench is deep. Finally I sat down and he sat next to me and told me to stand up.
I stood up and he got up, "Here is a rumor that's been going around! We are here to debunk the athentisity of it!" And after he finished I looked at him and he went in for the kiss. I wasn't expecting it and it scared me so i jumped and then calmed down as he held it. A couple of teachers ran up trying to split us up cuz kissing in public and what not they didnt care we showed i was bi they were glad we did but still gave us that scolding look to look like big teachers.(they congratulated us in the principal's office for kissing, but also standing up for a rumor everyone wanted to see)
But he held on for a little bit, and so I let it all happened and to make it look more real I began hugging him and showing him how true it was and took control to show. (Scared him slightly, he didn't expect me todo that either.)
After we stopped sucking face cuz the teachers split us up. I said loudly "Thank you!" And the teachers took us to the office to keep from pictures video and what not from happening, but asked us who started the rumour and got everytbing they could.
Not gonna point fingers or say names because she actually helped me in that point so I thanked her afterwards, she scolded me and cussed me out after I thanked her.
Now we hit now, the next slot of my life that's sticking. After remembering those events and having wet dreams of both sexes I am asking is it normal to question your sexuality more than once???