Is it normal to be attracted to mental illness and physical disability?
I have always had an attraction for mental disorders and physical disability.
Recently, I met a man with schizophrenia and spina bifida. I'm not attracted this strongly to anyone that lives with this, but he stood out to me. I was attracted to how he spoke, and specific things that he dealt with. Learning about his disability only made my attraction stronger. I've been talking to him for a little while. I am very interested in him as a person but I am sexually aroused by things that he has to deal with daily.
The more I learn about it, the more turned on I am. Is this normal? Am I wrong for fetishizing him? I really love him as a person outside of this, but this just makes me absolutely crazy for him.