Is it normal to be almost 30 and in love with a 12 year old girl?
By love I don't mean in a sexual way just I find her extremely beautiful and cute. She doesn't wear any makeup and yet she is totally naturally pretty. I am working in a middle school (not as a teacher) and I've been in two of her classes and she asks me questions all the time like she is curious about me too. Sometimes she asks me stupid questions that I know she knows the answers to but maybe she just wants to hear me say them. She is a smart girl that's why I think she is just acting dumb around me sometimes. I have occasionally daydreamed about waking up next to her in the morning in bed (again not in a sexual way just in a protective / nurturing kind of way). I have also daydreamed about watching old movies with her.