Is it normal to be afraid of everyone

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Hi
First of all English isn't my first language so excuse it
I'm a wallflower I'm the one who sits there and listen to people talking and when someone asks me about something I can't talk in a crowd
But I like having people around
Going to parties..
It's not easy for me to be myself and actually talk around strangers
I have to get to use to someone so I can actually have a conversation with them
So I can't go on dates
I'm 20 BTW
And it really stresses me out ! Like a lot
I even Google topics to talk about on dates xD and it's not working
I hate that awkward silence so I avoid it
Even when a friend asks me out I have to bring an other friend
So I don't have to talk..
There's an image that I feel like I have to keep up with
I try to hide this with my style .. I wear bold clothes
Act cool and confident
But it's a cover to hide who I really am
So to keep that image
I avoid going out alone with people
But it's not working anymore
I'm no longer 15

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  • QueenLilith
    5 years ago

    It's normal. I'm the same way.

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  • jack_shephard
    5 years ago

    Normal...may be you are one of the introverts.

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  • Notderanged
    5 years ago

    It is normal.

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