Is it normal to be a musician, but hate music and find music-lovers stupid?
I make money on the side from selling music, but I can't stand making or even listening to music. Aside from when I'm making it, I hardly ever listen to music and when I do I feel as if I'm forcing it.
I know people go through periods of not liking music, but for me this is something that has been building for years and more and more I am beginning to find music stupid and annoying.
I also feel like you have to be stupid to enjoy music sometimes, and that it's a childish thing to enjoy. When I see people who enjoy music, I find them immature and patetic. Especially adults.
Does anyone else feel like this and is it normal? Sometimes I feel like it's a positive thing, sometimes I feel like it's a dark and negative thing.