Is it normal to actually cut your palms you get so angry?
I've never been the type of person to get angry or blame my problems on other people. But ever since I've started dating my new gf, I've noticed an inability to control my emotions. Especially when I get angry. So angry that I clench my fists so tightly that my palms start to bleed. I have 3 little half moon scars on my palms now. I'm not gonna go into why. I would be here all night... But suffice it to say it's just general irrationality and hypocrisy that is driving me so absolutely insane. I can have respect for you even if u spew tons of BS, as long as you abide by the rules you set fourth yourself. And I'm starting to realize I've fallen in love with someone who is everything I despise. And I'm doing my best to hold my shit and get her to see that, ie, throwing food in someone's face, dumping water over them while they try to ignore u, then set their things on fire when they are packing the car to leave so they won't kill you. Then being totally bewildered when I flip shit... Ugh...