Is it normal this worthlessness

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How do you feel when you feel worthless? Why do you feel that way?

I feel sick in mind and body. I feel stuck in a job i hate, a city i was forced to move to for my safety that i hate, my family secretly hates me because they had to move to this city too because of me, i hate my body i hate looking at myself i dislike myself so much, the only reason i still even try is because of my child. Life just Doesn't seem worth it, just a painful existence most of the time.

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  • Nokiot9
    8 years ago

    Safety? Lol wtf? Are u in wittness relocation or something? Did the Serbian mob visit u from 1987 and threaten to kill ur entire family?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      Very bad ex husband so yes very similar.

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  • NarutoUzumaki
    8 years ago

    Just because it is normal doesn't mean that it is good.
    BTW your family members are probably dicks if they value their sister/daughter less than a city they like.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      Yea its not good, it's a bad feeling. And yes family sucks sometime.

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  • Avant-Garde
    8 years ago

    I'm sorry to hear that. I haven't felt worthless since I started experimenting with (legal) entheogens. I think my near-chronic sense of worthlessness was in part, due to suffering from on and off depression. I think finding ways to deal with your depression, will lead to a healthier image and attitude towards yourself. Good luck.

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    • RoseIsabella
      8 years ago

      Okay, now I'm curious.

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      • Avant-Garde
        8 years ago

        About what I've been taking?

        - olive leaf tea + green tea
        - chamomile

        (If take anything with quercetin after taking a psychedelic substance, it will intensify the effects and make them come back for another run.)

        - turmeric, and cumin (very common in Indian Cuisine).

        - black pepper and basil

        - Yesterday, it was Chaga and cinnamon.

        I've gotten the best and most noticeable effects from the olive leaf tea + green tea, and the Chaga. Though with the Chaga, I don't like the come down, and when it's working its magic, it takes some time getting used to the spacey feeling. It's extremely noticeable. I did take more than I usually do (around 1 teaspoon), and this is what lead to the high.

        I have the feeling that I've missed something on this list. I'll have to come back with this. My memory is usually very good, but this come down has been making me forgetful.

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        • RoseIsabella
          8 years ago

          Do those are fairly common teas you can get at Wholefoods?

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          • Avant-Garde
            8 years ago

            Whole foods carries a lemongrass tea, an aloe Vera product called "Elated", containing olive leaf tea and green tea, and chamomile as well as chai and a "Yogi Tea" containing a number of psychedelic spices.

            The one I go to doesn't carry Chaga. Chaga seems to be more of speciality product. You can find it being sold in some catalogs and sites. Valley Naturals is where I order the kind I get called, Chaga White. They also sell a Chaga Black version. They have the best price for this drink blend. It's only $20 something with them whereas with other vendors, the drink is in the $40 price range.

            A company called, Dragon Herbs, also sells Chaga.

            There are some other legal psychedelics sold at whole foods, but they aren't sold as teas. There's Kava Kava, a stress blend containing a number of psychedelics; Holy Basil, Valerian Root, passion flower, etc. The only problem is that these products are rather expensive.

            I recently bought some organic Ceylon Cinnamon "True Cinnamon" from there. I put it in some decaf coffee yesterday and had a very pleasant trip.

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    • thefuckup
      8 years ago

      Good for you.

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      • Avant-Garde
        8 years ago

        Thank you.

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  • Nokiot9
    8 years ago

    I suggest you make some changes. FIND purpose. I can't tell you how to find purpose in your own life. I don't even really know you. That's a way more personal deal than most people ask on this shit. There has to be something important to you that you love. Throw yourself into it. Or make a concerted effort to find out what it is. Or even something as simple as a change in routine and scenery can make all the difference. Maybe meeting some new people or friends will help.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      That's just it i find no happiness in anything or someone who understands. I guess i keep looking thank you

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