Is it normal this jealousy is killing me

For some reason unknown to me, every time I see anything sexual I immediately think of my teacher and get extremely jealous of her lover, wondering who he is, how lucky he is, does she like the sex? Is it good, is it great? I wonder how she moans, picturing her with someone else hurts me, makes my stomach ill. This is driving me crazy, I cant stop this compulsion. Help me with comments, please, i have nowhere to turn

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  • You should not be lusting after your teacher .

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    • Theycallme

      Read the commenta to understand the story the convo with violet

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      • I said the same thing ? what are you trying to say ?

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  • Theycallme

    Its getting worse, holy fuckkkkking shit i wanna die

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  • VioletTrees

    Does this affect how you act towards your teacher?

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    • Theycallme

      No, if she only knew..

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      • VioletTrees

        Honestly, it sounds like it would be way, way, way worse if she knew.

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        • Theycallme

          Well, of course, I dont plan on telling her. But it kills me that were friends, i mean she calls me to talk, text, no other teacher would ever do that, i cant help but grow intimately attached, also she looks like charlize theron, shes like 29 and ridiculously attractive

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          • VioletTrees

            How old are you? It seems really inappropriate for her to be calling and texting you.

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            • Theycallme

              Nineteen, we just have been through a lot of similar stuff, I love her, I wish I couldnt or didnt but it is so, shes the only good person in my life.

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  • Theycallme

    Jeez, I am fucking pyscho. :(

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    • dirtybirdy

      No your not.

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      • Theycallme

        Do you know its me?

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        • dirtybirdy

          Me who??

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  • dirtybirdy

    Come back!!!!!!!!!

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  • dirtybirdy

    Knock it the fuck off! Jealousy can lead to so many horrible things. Your being fuckin crazy and I'm sure if she knew what you were thinking she would never want anything to do with you cus youre psycho. Cut the crap and get the fuck over it ya perv. Who cares what her lover is like? Ain't none yo damn bizness

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    • Theycallme

      I know its you, sorry if I offended you its not my fault, don't worry you wont ever have to see me again. Again, Im very sorry.

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      • dirtybirdy

        Can you think back to the first time you had these thoughts of jealousy about her? Was there some interaction between you two that made you feel awkward or uncomfortable about her lover? Or does her situation remind you of something else?

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        • Theycallme

          I cant seem to figure it out, I just wish I would have never met her.
          I cant help these feelings my mind is playing tricks on me .
          come back? Noooooo

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          • dirtybirdy

            I said come back because I missed your last comment by like 7 minutes and it made me worry you were suicidal or something by what you said. I hope that's not the case! I really wish I could help with this :(

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            • Theycallme

              I wouldnt end it because of this in particular, I would because it would be easier. Maybe you can help :) you seem bright and like I said I have nowhere to turn.

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      • dirtybirdy

        Hey man relax. I wasn't really being as nasty as I came across. I'm not sure what to tell you. I guess you going to have to do some serious soul searching and try your best to figure this out. Or you need to get a hobby or something to do beside think about it. I really don't know what to say. But I hope you can work this out. Mind over matter, my friend. Cheer up :)

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    • Theycallme

      Hence, my self loathing, I don't even want to think this, like I said its automatic, I don't even like her thats the weirdest thing, I cant explain this, when she calls my phone I cant even bring myself to answer anymore, when she emails I delete before I read. I really need help, please give me more comments Im lost right now.

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