Is it normal this is my vision of an ideal life?
Ok, one thing to keep in mind while reading this is that this is all a fantasy so don't tell me off for being unrealistic. But what I would love to do is get married and have kids, and we can live in a big mansion like in the middle of nowhere, and we would have no technology and like a bajallion books that I would read to my kids and they'd play them out in games they make up, and I can write my own books from there and have them published worldwide from this mansion. But the key factor is that we'd never leave it, or even want to. Maybe go in the back or front yard once in a while but never leave the mansion for any reason whatsoever. That way I'd never have to go inside a car again and I hate cars!