Is it normal the girls i find attractive externally go against all i stand for?
Ok,so I'm an extremely down-to-earth guy, a realist. I know more than most, the importance of a girl's virtues and beliefs as opposed to her looks. But what I find abnormal about myself is that for some unexplainable reason, It's the fake girls, the 'slappers', the 'sluts', the ones with a bit too much make-up on that I find extremely superficially attractive. It's like I want a girl with all the 'sluttyness' minus the slut (excuse the french). Somehow though, at the same time, I'm always looking for a long term relationship and these kinds of girls are the last ones looking for anything like that. I despise 'fake girls' yet love a set of 'enhanced' breasts. I want to love a girl that looks like a model after waking up from a hard night of drinking but not one that drinks. Those 'duck-face' pouts all those girls do,I actually like them somehow, despite how stupid most of them look.It's like everything I'm saying here is paradoxical. I don't know, is that normal?