Is it normal that when i was little i fantasized of molesting cartoon characters?
When i was a young girl waching cartoons, i sometimes used to have some nasty thoughts over some characters. The youngest i can remember is when i was 7, when i thought of bullying a boy of a cartoon i can't even remember the name of right now, and it surprisingly felt quite nice. But as the years were passing those thought started becoming nastier and more usual. There where times that i was watching tv with my little brother and even though i seemed to be focused on the show, i was completely ignoring the plot, being totally consumed in my world of torture. My brother would laugh or comment on something and he would be like "come on you didn't get it?" and i was like "Eh, what?!".
Sometimes i even fantasized about that during bed time, and when i was 12 there where nights i would remain awake until 3 o'clock, sweating from reliving the various "torture senarios" in my head. I only had those fantasies over certain characters, and though i can't really tell the reason i was choosing them, they definately were all boys, and usually smartass ones. Also, i somehow snapped out of it during my teenage years (maybe due to the fact that i stopped waching many cartoons) but sometimes i still get a few vibes when i wach cartoons with my kids, nothing as serious as back then though!