Is it normal that when i get a dreadful sickness or disease i want euthanasia?
Sad thought? Get over it. We all go eventually. Note I said "when" not "if". I think it is cruel to make humans suffer diseases when the techniques exist to put someone into a deep anesthetic sleep then pull the plug to achieve permanent relief. Its imperfect, but it is better than nature's cruel default option. I've been under surgery before. It felt fantastic. I suffered nothing. I guess I had a good anesthesiologist. :-)
I want this option. Yes, one would take the finality with utmost seriousness. It would be a relief to know you can do this vs. having to either tolerate agony or attempt a DIY suicide using the old fashioned methods. That's ridiculous.
Yes, I do fear deterioration of health. I've seen it in others. Worse, I have studied plenty about medical/physiology and what not. There are some health problems not worth their trouble. Its not pretty. I wouldn't wish ill health on any soul out there.
Normal or not?