Is it normal that the only thing that turns me on is the thought of myself fat?

I'm 130 lb, 5'6 girl and the only thing that turns me on is the thought of myself gaining a good amount of weight. I get really excited when I eat a lot and think of myself getting fat. Or when I try on really small clothes and they make me look fat. I know I shouldn't get fat due to health reasons and skinny-loving-society but the only turn on I feel is when thinking of me eating a ton or someone feeding me in till I'm like 50 lb heavier. I've always felt this way, I even remember being little and stuffing a pillow under my shirt and pretending I was fat when alone. Have you heard of anyone else feeling this way? How exactly weird is this and I should I give into my desire and get fat?
Thanks... Please comment, I'm really confused :S
-SummerWolf :)

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Comments ( 9 )
  • Terence_the_viking

    Do you play with your food?

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  • Atussa

    Consider talking to a professional about this, everyone has a kinky side, things that turn them on, but they shouldn't come at the cost of your health, you're at a good weight, its not good to be too thin or too big, consider talk to someone to get to the root of why you feel this way so you can move on with your life happily and make good decisions that you will not regret

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  • sparklyunicornrainbows

    I feel like this all the time.

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    • Atussa

      Consider talking to a professional about this, everyone has a kinky side, things that turn them on, but they shouldn't come at the cost of your health, you're at a good weight, its not good to be too thin or too big, consider talk to someone to get to the root of why you feel this way so you can move on with your life happily and make good decisions that you will not regret

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  • CuriousGiry

    It's a fetish. Some men like "bigger" women and like to feed them. Some women like men to feed them. It's a weird fetish I don't understand, but it's normal.

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  • dickaddict08

    Kinda like people thinkin of themselves skinny :)

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  • dickaddict08

    Do what you think makes you happy :)

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  • Shiakuwe

    I wouldn't recommend getting fluffy for health reasons, especially if you have diabetes or heart conditions in your family. But if it's what makes you happy than I say go for it just don't over do it and remember if you get tired of your weight it might be difficult to lose but not impossible.

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  • GreyWulfen

    Yep, it's a fetish.

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