Is it normal that the idea of being spanked turns me on
Ok so I'm a bisexual guy not a girl and when I was really young like maybe 7 or 8 there was a movie and it had this one scene where the main character spilled ink on some papers and got called up by the teacher and got spanked with a ruler, and after i saw it i kept rewinding that scene over and over maybe 10 or more times because i loved it so much and didn't know why.
That was obviously before i had hormones and all that so it was confusing until years later after puberty had hit and i saw another movie with some spanking in it and well it turned me on and i just thought of being in their place.
I know what your thinking, maybe its just because i never been spanked so I'm just curious but i have when i was maybe 5 or so and remember not liking it then.
Alot of times now whenever i like you know jerk it i think of being bent over someones knee and then doing whatever they want with me even if it involves some pain on my rear end.
I just was wondering if its weird for a guy like me to like stuff like that or if I'm just overthinking things and its completely normal.