Is it normal that my wife has a gf
First off, I'm 25 and my wife is 47. We've been married for 3 years. I have an excellent paying job, working full time. She works part-time. I found out nearly a year ago that she has been seeing another woman. She convinced me that I needed to be a certain way to keep our marriage together. She wanted me to play the role of a woman when we are intimate. She bought me sexy intimate women's wear, then had me wearing makeup, like mascara. She watches lesbian porn. I was thinking that we are even closer than we were before. I even shave my body hair for her. She said that I needed to be a little more touch and feely for her, so she convinced me to take estrogen, which I've been doing for 8 months. I've definitely changed and become half feminine. She tells me that now I'm exactly what she's wanted. But she never stopped seeing her gf apparently, and lately she's been spending nights with her instead of me. I'm jealous of her gf now and I don't know if that's good or bad. I don't want to lose my wife so I keep doing what she wants me to.