Is it normal that my sexual side makes me feel conflicted about my self-image?

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So, i am aware of sex being a part of human life and one of the most natural human needs but i feel like my sexual side is in a war with who i am.

I have these times where i feel horny very much and wanting sex - people come talk to me most of the time (i never start a conversation though) and i get interested in literally anyone who gets interested in me. If someone shows me to be horny, i get horny as well. Just dirty chattering after that, you know.

I feel really uncomfortable about how horny i am and the dirty stuff that i write.
It just comes you know when you are horny and want to have a little fun talking that way. How bizarre also is that at the same time when i would feel anxious and terrified from all of that, i would feel very happy about everything, including my sexual needs.

I barely know the people who i talk dirty stuff with but it's fun - so i guess that i need fun in my life. I'm young and i have a will to be attractive and enjoy as long as i have my youth left. I think about boys and sex constantly and intimacy. It's all over my head and i'm so excited.

But the problem is that how i feel losing the sense of who i am when i'm horny and talk dirty. I feel like that is not me. I feel terrified. I feel anxious. Also i think that what would my parents think of me if they found out about the sexual side that i have where i talk dirty to boys.

But i just feel alive and at the same time, so very anxious. What is this? Am i normal at all? Is the stuff that i'm doing normal even slightly?

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  • Pocket
    5 years ago

    You seem to be afraid of your sexual side. Your sexuality is part of you. Don't be afraid of it, embrace it.

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  • TerriAngel
    5 years ago

    You only live once.
    If it feels good do it.
    But, use protection.

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  • TS
    5 years ago

    This is actually a good thing. That taboo feeling that you're doing something wrong has two positive effects:

    1: It keeps you from being a slut.
    2: It makes flirting feel way more exciting and dangerous.

    Psychology is a huge component of sex. I've seen this dozens of times: When people get jaded about sex and it loses that taboo/risque feeling for them, they begin to enjoy it less. So consider yourself fortunate that you feel this way.

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  • Hornyandhung47
    5 years ago

    What you're feeling is normal. I'm guessing from your question,that you probably are a virgin. As far as you thinking what would my parents say,you are an adult. Do what makes you feel good

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