Is it normal that my favorite and happiest time each day is when i'm asleep?
For the past several years I've been happiest when I've been asleep. I have good dreams when I'm sleeping. I look forward to going to bed each night, and dread getting up in the morning. I wake up feeling peaceful and then realize I'm awake and the disappointment sets in. Sometimes I sleep 10 to 12 hours a day just to minimize the time that I am conscious. Other times I will lie in bed for hours after I naturally wake up hoping to go back to sleep so I can feel great again. I even envy the animals who hibernate because they can maintain this wonderful state of being so much longer. In short, I feel a profound sense of relief when each day ends and I can go back to sleep. Is this normal?