Is it normal that my cat gets me wet?

So I have a kitten. I've had him since he was small enough to hold in cupped hands and I've always desperately wanted a baby and had extremely strong motherly instincts so it was only natural for me to treat him like a child. I care for him unlike my other two cats and his needs come before my life.
I've never had any sexual thoughts about him but recently just seeing him has been getting me wet. I've never had sex and don't really want to but even so whenever I feed him, play with him even cuddle him my pants are soaked through. Like I've said, I've never had thoughts about him. I've never even considered him in that way I see him as a baby.
My love language is touch and recently it's been happening with my other cats (even the female) so I have thought that maybe because I know I can pick them up, stroke them and give them a cuddle without them being able to do anything about it my body just wants comfort touch at that moment but I'm not sure.
I'm mainly wondering if anyone else has experienced something even similar to this. Unexplained wetness or boners. Please help x,(