Is it normal that my best friend is in love with me, and we are both girls?
My best friend is in love with me. We are both girls. We started off as travel partners. I am a bartender. We have meet each other through a circle of friends. One day she comes in, having a bad day, as I am too, asked me if I want to go to vegas with her. And so of course I say yes. We hit if off right away. As time goes on we become best friends. She tells me one day she loves me and wants to be with me. With no feelings towards her I say no. We still remain best friends (but note, we do fight alot! As if we are in real relationships, but its gotten better now.) We recently went on a trip and things got steaming hot! I know she loves me alot. I want to make love to her, as so does she. but I am affraid. this would be the first relationship ever for her. Ive always dated guys. I want her sexually but cant imagine being with her in a relationship. Im so confused. Is it normal to feel like this? I get jealous of her being with someone else..and so does she. Im so confused! I know she wants a relationship. I get very jealous she might find someone else and cause i cant give her my all, yet i cant seem to picture my life with her yet. but i really want to have a sexual relationship with her. Please help, i know i make no sense right now