Is it normal that im like deathly afraid to kiss but yet i want to so bad
have been with A LOT of guys by far means and I mean I've had relationships and stuff and I LOVE holding hands, cuddling, and all that but I'm sooo scared to kiss and I don't understand why and I've only let one guy kiss me and I didn't even kiss him back but anyways everytime I go to get to gether with someone I push them away as soonas they start to try to kiss me or I know that they are going to kiss me and I get scared so I push them away and I loose them and I hate it with a passion idk what else to do though I really need help please and I thin iam mostly worried because I'm scared I'm gonna suck at it or not do it right or they won't like it I'm just scared I'm not gonna be good enough or do it wrong or they won't like it please help :( I'm tired of this