Is it normal that i wrote my death letter ?

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So I wrote my death letter. I'm not suicidal but I have a premonition that I will die soon, and I don't want to disappear without people having some understanding of me. I know that fifteen is a little young but I have had the feeling for a while now, I wanted to put it into words. I don't think that i'm afraid of death itself, but i'm afraid of pain. I started to pray, just in case I really do go. I'm a little weird.

Is this normal? Am I the only one who has thought about this?
Because it just seems like it isn't really young...

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  • general656
    7 years ago

    You're a teenager. That means you have a hormone storm. A lot of things will pass in your mind at that age.

    Also pray ? Praying doesn't help. Even if there is a god you think he would change his plans for you just because you "wished" so ? Even if there is a god, that's so selfish to do from you. A billion of people pray every day. If God would answer to every wish the world would have been destroyed.

    The thing is that you don't have to worry about your death. But worry about how you can enjoy your life as long as you're alive. It's not about the destination, it's about the journey. Even if you're gonna die in 1 month, try to feel alive at that month instead of writing death letters. People won't remember you just because of a death letter, but of how you enjoyed your life.

    People don't like misery. So free yourself from it.

    PS : Yes, it's normal. That doesn't mean it's good though.

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    • needhelp2016
      7 years ago

      I detect some offense was taken so i'll clarify. If god exists, I do not pray for him to 'save me'. If I die, then I die. That is just fate. I prayed to have a passage to heaven, if heaven even exists, and for my family to cope and live normal again. Even though I am agnostic, I think of myself as a reasonable person. I don't make unjust requests. And also i'm not worrying per say, just thinking. Again, i'm not afraid of death.
      Thanks for your response/opinions.

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  • needhelp2016
    7 years ago

    Isnt really talked about**

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