Is it normal that i worry about what my friend doesn't see me as myself?

So I have this friend, who is amazing. She does live in another country so we've never met each other in real life but we Skype etc. almost every day. She's the only one I've told that I'm both trans and pan romantic, and she's very supportive. The problem is that I've fallen in love with her and I want to tell her but I'm afraid she doesn't see me as a real guy. I feel like she still sees me as a girl, when I'm not. Ever since I told her we haven't been talking alot, and I'm afraid she doesn't want to be my friend.