Is it normal that i watched the most degrading porn ever and feel really sad?

Ok so let me explain. I've watched allll types of porn. Well not all haha. But I have watched some really hardcore stuff. Slapping,choking etc. For the most part, the women usually seemed to enjoy it. At least, that's what they portrayed. I have no problem with a guy or girl getting slapped etc. Especially if they like it and it's more of a fetish.

This one video I was watching made me feel terrible for the girl. They even stopped shooting having sex and the girl was explaining how her boyfriend would do the same. She explained how the boyfriend was abusive etc. This was not an act. It was more like a blooper video. Anyway, the guy was practically laughing at her. When they continued again he started slapping her and choking her even harder. He brought up her boyfriend and said she probably deserved it. It was really painful to watch and to be honest I feel like crying.
Believe me, I've met girls who told me they enjoy when their boyfriends choke them etc.. that's all fine and dandy but this was just wow.. Let's just say I lost my boner completely and feel like utter shit..

I've always had this sensitivity towards women. Sometimes I feel like it's common sense, other times I feel like people find things like this funny. I do not believe they should start censoring anything.. but how the fuck can shit like this happen. As a guy, I get horny and love to check out these beautiful women have sex, give head etc.. but frankly, when they are being abused and it's clearly against their will (contract etc) .. it makes me feel absolutely terrible.. I feel sooo fucking sad right now.. I don't know what to do. Am I too sensitive?

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  • squirrelgirl

    It's fine that you like rough sex, but I'm really glad that you draw the line at abuse such as that. Being sad over it doesn't make you "too sensitive"; it makes you a decent human being.

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  • bumblecreek

    That stuff you saw, believe it or not, is not real. A woman portraying vulnerability making her an easier target for the opposing partner to make her feel worse therefore heightening the sex drive. That type of stuff is staged for those who are really sick in the head, not just average hardcore porn lovers.

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  • gummy_jr

    A little aggressiveness is okay but I draw the line at the hitting part. I will never in my life bring my hand or any part of me up to harm a woman. Ever.

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  • Jeaneathean

    There is some filth out there. Your reaction does not make you too sensitive. It just means you are a normal human being.

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  • Darkoil

    Trust me man there are worse things out there. I have seen some videos that I won't even write about on here because I don't even want to admit what I have seen.

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