Is it normal that i want to suckle a pacifier and bottle with warm milk?

I really want to suckle a bottle with warm milk and have a pacifier. I cuddle my aunt loads, we're really close and I ussually cuddle up to her breasts, not ussually, always and she sometimes feeds me milk out of a cup. I love her loads, shes my comforting, she makes me feel so safe and secure. I have this attatchment to her, I wish she would breast feed me. I call her mum. Anyway, is it normal that I want to my aunt to feed me and that I want a bottle and pacifier?