Is it normal that i want to make my family suffer?

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Hey you guys, I'm new to IIN. I'm 35 and I live alone. I've been alone my whole fucking life! I hate it when people come on here and complain about being 20 year old virgins or some shit like that. Guess what, bitches? I'm a 35 year old virgin! Suck on it!

Anyway, the reason why my life's so pathetic is because of my family. They fucked me over from birth. My dad's always been a super-ambitious businessman, so he never paid any attention to me - I was all alone! And my mom was always getting drunk off her ass. Then, just to prove how fucking cursed I am, my parents got divorced when I was 10 and my mom took me and my dad fucked around with every whore in town, the fucking prick!

Of course, my mom treated me like shit. That was bound to happen. She was so overprotective of me she barely ever let me outside! Fuck her! Then I graduated from high school, dropped out of college like the dumb fuck I was, and did a number of odd jobs before I dropped out of the world. I don't have any friends, I don't have a family that cares about me, I'm fucked!

So anyway, lately I've been thinking about this revenge fantasy and now I finally have it all figured out. Of course, I could never really do this, but what I was thinking about doing was buying the house next to my dad's. Then, I would hire a private detective to torment him by constantly snooping around, planting evidence, and getting him accused of crimes he didn't commit.

The detective would get more and more involved in my dad's life. Eventually, the detective would start fucking his wife (who, by the way, is younger than me - the fucking prick!). My dad's new family would slowly get destroyed and he'd probably end up going to jail because my detective would frame him. After I do this to my dad, I would do it to my mom. Sometimes I fantasize about doing it to them both at the same time!

I know this could never really happen, but I'm just wondering how normal it is for me to feel this way? Have any of you guys had similarly tragic childhoods? What about revenge fantasies? Please respond ASAP!!!

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  • BooWozawski
    8 years ago

    I have thoughts of my family suffering too, so i think you're normal.

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  • notaterrorist
    8 years ago

    thegypsysailor's services are required here

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  • Ace9
    8 years ago

    U have such a way with words :D

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    • itsnotnormal3
      8 years ago

      You are a stupid asshole.

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  • qualityaristocrat
    8 years ago

    I have always found cowardice to be more destructive than any of the so-called seven deadly sins. Here is a perfect example. An individual afraid of investigating his own role in his personal failures blames people that he has not had extensive contact with in at least fifteen or so years.

    Other individuals can break your body, but only you can break your mind. The way I see it, OP, your fear of accepting responsibility for your failures is driving you towards rage, impotent, just like the rest of your excuse-ridden, rationalizing life. The reason some men just want to watch the would burn is because the only think they know how to make is fire, and they fear smelling anything but ash.

    You say that nobody cares about you. Do you, did you, ever care about anyone else? Relationships are a two-way street, and nobody owes you, personally, anything.

    Do yourself and the world a favor, OP. Go back to school and learn a trade skill. Make some friends, take up a hobby, become part of a community. Start living for yourself, not for your feelings of being wronged by the universe.

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  • Mario24
    8 years ago

    1. your family didn't f* you. You f*ed yourself.

    how? your parents got divorced. it's their own business not yours. your mother being a single mother tried to get you education, but you dropped off college. (I do not want to comment over your virginity it's your business).

    2. You seem to be mentally sick.

    how? You are unable to properly evaluate your past life and your future plans. You are 35 and instead of making yourself a future you are fantasizing about ruining your parents.

    I am sorry because my words are hurting. but it is truth.

    I advice you to properly evaluate yourself. Use your head and abilities to make something better out of yourself.

    Being 35 means you are at your prime and this is the time you can make yourself anything you want.

    Don't take my words to your heart but mind them. your mother did her duty and you had a fair share of support. You need to work towards a positive way.
    You may seek professional advice and help from recruitment agencies to make yourself stronger.

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