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I don't know why but I just really want to go insane it sounds so fun being mental and living in an insane asylum and being crazy I know I sound weird
I have never been admited to the asylum, (although i spend the night in triage once) but have known several people who have, and it is a fucked up place. At least in America.
The government does not seem to give a shit about the mentally ill and the facilities are not only incompetent, but negelectful as well. They do more harm than good and their only purpose seems to be a prison for people who cannot function in society due to a medical condition.
I have heard it is better in Europe, but do not know for sure. Anywhere else you may be better off homeless.
Well make sure you know what you are getting into. Even if they are better in Europe, that may not be saying much. I've had the thought before that it would be nice to live in a facility where I get my own room where I can work on my computer all day and play my guitar and play videogames, but I don't think something like that exists for free.
Also in most places you have to be a threat to yourself or others to be commited.
It't not something that should be desired.
If what you are seeking is a solitary enviroment where you can relax all day and forget about the world, you will not find that in the loony bin. Go camping instead. Camping is the best thing you can do for your mental health.
Living in a mental hospital is the opposite of fun. I have schizoaffective disorder (one of the closest things to 'crazy', I might say) and it's no trip to the park. I have hallucinations, delusions, negative symptoms, and it ruins my life. I'm on eleven pills a day for it, and have been in and out of mental hospitals since my first psychotic break. Trust me, being "insane" is NOT fun. It's not something you want. You might think you want it because you don't want responsibility or you just want to experience something new, but it's torture.
Probably, you just want to revert to infantile irresponsibility. Much better to run naked in the woods, and piss on trees.
I've visited someone in one once. It's not really like in films or anything.
My nightmare. No dignity, no family, no integrity, no love... I can go on with this but my point is there's no future or life in what you have described/aspire to.