Is it normal that i want to cheat on my husband because he watches gay porn?
When I was 5 months pregnant I needed to use my husbands phone because mine wasn't working. He was asleep and I didn't want to wake him so when I picked up the phone to call my mother, I noticed a gay porn site on his phone. I was going to shrug it off as maybe a pop up, but my curiosity got the best of me. They say don't go looking for trouble and my hardheaded behind did (after all, I pay the phone bill and they are under my name). So upon looking further I saw that there were multiple sites being accessed for gay porn. Honestly I would have been ok with it if it were gay mixed with straight porn but nope. All gay. When I confronted him he said his friend had his phone that day. I said ok and left it alone for the time being. Fast forward and our child is now 8 months old. I recently looked at his phone again and more gay porn! There is a guy from my past that had been hinting to me that he wants to be more than friends, and he knows I'm married. I really do take my vows seriously but part of me feels like I'm the problem or that I'm not attractive enough. I want to test this guy out for the sole purpose of seeing if it's me or if I'm not doing enough in bed. The sex with my husband is frequent enough to make me think we are ok but his choice of porn makes me think otherwise...Please help without negative comments. A child is involved here and I don't want to be another statistic of a broken home but I'm out of options...