Iin that i want ons while havin a bf, but a bf while i'm single?
I feel like I should have had a long-life worthful bf after I finishes having sex on One Night Stands which is kinda normal to me, but when the fact when I was having a bf, I wanted to be a player and fucks around.
It's like being in an open-relationship and a monogamous relationship at the same, but that's not what I want.
Do I need help?