Is it normal that i think i would be a pot head, but never had the chance?

Weed isn't a drug bro. And drinking is fun as hell

Give it a try. honestly, just don't do drugs.. pot is fine, but don't do hard drugs. Shit will fuck you up.
Weed is a wonderful plant, and the effects are very interesting. It can make anything fun, but it can make you philosophical at the same time. You'll see things in a different way, think from a different perspective, etc. Even if you try it and don't end up continuing use, it's still definitely worth trying. We potheads are a nice people. :)

Most adults who smoke marijuana, you would NEVER know it unless they told you about it. It doesn't change your personality per se, but it will make you more mellow and philosophical.

It activates the same brainwaves that deep meditation and prayer does, so it's best to do it while you are in a comfortable environment around people you trust, especially when you're new to it - after all, you don't want to get "paranoid". Try doing a little of it at home, by yourself, and listen to your favorite music. Be careful though, don't take more than a few puffs your first time - you don't want to pull a whitey.

Just try it - you might like it and you might not. It's not as horrible as a lot of anti-marijuana people say - in fact most of their arguments against the stuff are just retarded nonsense. I don't recommend turning to alcohol or other types of drugs though.

Unds just like how I was before got high for the first time. I though I would let loose a little and be more fun but I didn't let loose at all and I'm so disappointed :(

You sound exactly like me. That so

that's what i thought, too. for me it wasn't about becoming popular. i wanted to experiment with my head... but IDK.. it's not that good. it's a 50/50 thing with pot. you might not like it.

it will change your perception of reality

dude I smoke a lot of people smoke.
don't think of it as a drug it's not. it enables you to enjoy more of life as nature intended

I've been where you're at an thought the exact same things. I can tell you from experience that doing drugs and drinking won't make people like you more especially if you make a point of letting everyone know about your new extra-curriculars. Since you've never done anything like this before your friends will see it as a pathetic attempt to change yourself for attention, and they will think you are not being true to yourself. That said, you may loose friends in the beginning, but they aren't real friends so don't worry. You will find out who your true friends are in the process. You will also loosen up a little bit and get more joy out of life, and find out alot about yourself.Cannabis is an excellent tool for introspection. However there will be ups and downs. Avoid the more addictive drugs if you're already depressed. Also you will find out most pot smokers also smoke cigs to intensify the high don't pick up that habit pretty soon you will get addicted to nicotine. it is a pain in the ass to break the habit so don't start. Only smoke good weed because cheap weed (compressed with seeds in it) can give you parkinson's disease. It has mexican weed spray on it and the high sucks in my opinion. First check out the laws about possession in your state. As much as I love it Smoking is not worth time in the pen. You can find Pot smokers almost anywhere and most are nice people sharing is part of the philosophy of smokers so just approach one and ask. Tell them you've never smoked before we're always glad for new smokers. The absolute best place to do this is a music festival where you will likely see people smoking openly and they will be more than happy to share. Good luck I have a feeling a new and exciting adventure awaits you.